Woo.. what a tremendous day. FUN! Told ya.. girls are so much fun. Went to makan at KennyRoger, the portion was BIG. Took lots of potos hehe.. Went to Esplanade, Ball and I were dancing to the strong Indian rhythm woO.. Sood see how she moved! or sood i say wobbled.. =P YEA bird is finally 17! HEhe.. Can watch NC16 together next time! Oh can't believe I am saying that. =P Yet to watch white chicks and chucky hehe.. Anyway, PInky and Ball was so OOC! Kept saying the wrong words hahaha.. I think i really must bring my notepad out everytime we meet, to compile a mini dictionary titled "OOC words" which only we can understand.. hehe.. So cool right?
I was telling Bro Jeff that... I find it hard to appreciate guys' company.. as in guys ard my age.. This is quite a bad thing i think.. as in, I don want to have this anti-guy attitude but at the same time i can't help but have. Seriously can't flow with them. Haha.. no wonder they say, Men are from Mars and women are from Venus. But maybe that applies to me only.. at least for now.. I prefer more mature men to.. better not say. haha.. Well if you know me long enough you'll know that i'm quite raw in my words at times.. not in terms of vulgarities.. but just that i speak out what my mind is thinking.. Which is good at times.. As in.. that's really what i really think/feel. But not to the extend of saying "you are ugly" I think i'm erm.. much more tactful than that la.. haha.. Feel free to tell me my mistakes, I am very open to that. I believe that we have a bigger/blatter (better actually =P) point of view outside the box, which in this case, is our own perspective.
I have thot of becoming a counsellor or a nurse. Well, some people may laugh when i tell them. It kind of gets on my nerves. Just that i don't show/tell. I believe that EVERYONE CAN BE WHOEVER THEY WANT THEMSELVES TO BE. They can laugh all they want i don't care. It's my life anyway, laughing won't change it. But it's kind of sick la? I mean shouldn't friends encourage each other and help each other to achieve their goals? Instead of pulling them down... And i also don't really like those who backstab. Gosh. even if it's not me, I'll be quite frustrated. So sometimes, i will just keep quiet. Don't have the courage to chup in. Like this case, my classmates were quitely discussing about why X could suddenly write so well for GP. They were doubting if that's even her own work. I guess they were unfortunate to invite me in for thediscussion. I was so mad at 1 of them, i just snapped "So what if that's her own work, and so what if that's not? It doesn't concern you right?" Okie, so he backed off.. mumbling something. Whatever. The point is, if that's her own work, then be happy for her that she has improved. If it's not her own work, at least she has learnt something out of that and try to improve herself next time. Thank God nobody told her about this incident.. or else she will be so sad. i mean who won't? I guess i was a lil' harsh, but i believe in speaking what i feel strongly about...
Thank God i have a lot of friends who are so nice. I feel really blessed. Those cases are a lil' extreme and surely are uncommon. Ya, just a lil' glimpse into the unseen aileen. =P
Monday, October 11, 2004
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